Tonight I can’t cope. I don’t know why I’ve been so strong up to now but tonight I feel the horrid stress of work. I can’t relax. I can’t sleep and my legs are restless regardless of the Amitriptyline.
Why do people feel they have to add more pressure? Am I not going through enough? Am I not doing enough? I know it’s sad to say but I have learnt to trust nobody…. only fellow Spoonies can understand what it’s like to carry on regardless, to fight your body every day, to fight your fears.
Enough is enough.